Suicidal Love Story Volume 4: Thorns. Chapter 16The final year of high school came and things were changing now. Most of the awful students were completely gone and dropped out. The final exams and tests were about to begin, all I needed to do was past them and get a good enough grade to graduate and go onto college.There was an occasion roaming nearer, the High school prom. All the girls talked about it. Some boys spoke of it and said "Are you going, who you going to ask out?"I had no reason to go to the prom, I was happy to walk away and not say goodbye to a majority of people. I thought about it, the benefits and the cons of going and not going. It would be the last time I see people and so I believed I might see their true attitude towards others. I'd hear the conversations between them. See the slow dance and emotional moments that would be interesting. There was only one thing I thought about of this and that was to see Jia-Li in that moment. What would she wear, how would she act?I waited one morning outside th
Suicidal Love Story Vol 4: Thorns Chapter 15A new day arrived and everyone was talking about the trip to the art gallery. My art teacher, make that two art teachers pleaded with me to go onto the trip, there was no one I knew going and I believed it was going to be very boring but they told me I would benefit from it and it was crucial. So somehow I went onto the trip. On the bus trip I put my ear plugs in and listened to "Left outside alone" by Anastacia as I vacantly stared out the window of the coach. I eventually noticed the coach had the radio on so I eventually listened to that instead to save battery power.It was a long trip but we finally got to the art museum. I got out and stretched my limbs, it was a sunny day, clear blue sky and the fresh air was good. We lined up to get our pack lunches. It was just a paper bag with an apple and sandwiches. I got mine and walked to the museum. Most people had already taken the tuna sandwiches and I had cucumber instead. Why is it always the tuna that goes first? Enjoying the sun,
Drink up my desireDrank up my desireI could not escape this fateYou can laugh and say it's not realWhat must I do, to make you love me true?You tripped me up, I fell face first in loveHere comes the darknessDoes everyone love like this?Don't look down at your feetI want only myself reflected in your eyesI scratch my chest, when will you gaze at me next?My pumping heart bleeds for your affectionMy dripping tears call for your attentionOh please be drunk on my love.